When you cannot go back, you need only worry about the best way of moving forward.

So, lovelies, I'm sure you're impatiently waiting for the results of the callback.


Aaaaaaaaaaaaand...


I didn't get a part. And that's fine. Yes, I was a little disappointed but I'm adjusting to acting well and that isn't the only play I'll ever have the opportunity to do nor will this be the only time I will get the chance to be in it. You can't just fulfill all your dreams at once. Where would be the fun in that?

The best way for me to move forward is to do more auditions. So that's exactly what I'm doing. I signed up for an audition for Winter's Tale for tomorrow (the first round was tonight and the second is tomorrow night). I'm supposed to have two contrasting Shakespeare monologues for it. So I'm going to use the comedic one from Twelfth Night and I found one from Antony and Cleopatra that is super depressing. So, there are my contrasting monologues. I'm having a lot of fun with the depressing one because I'm getting to utilise the proud, noble part of my personality.This one I can just instinctively feel. I can feel her pain and her fierce pride and her despair. The queen who had everything and lost it all. I picked this one because it drew me.
We're supposed to explore ourselves in our roles and auditions. This one interests me and I want to get that one in touch.

So I have that audition tomorrow and Saturday, I'm doing an audition for a student film. That one is kind of wigging me out but I know that I look good on video, much better than in pictures. And I can be confident. I just need to figure out my second monologue for that. But I can do that after the audition tomorrow.